FOR THE ONE I LOVE THE MOST

It is unbelievable to believe, I still love him,
From the depth of the ocean to the immensity of the sky.
It is inadmissible to admit, he is the one for me,
As I discern the reality that it is practicable never.

It is undesirable to desire, I want him back,
As I am not destined to feel his presence.
It is intolerable to tolerate the pain I hold in me,
But, I take it as a soothing essence that relishes me. 

It is unacceptable to accept, he is not mine,
As I perceive what my heart truly entails is him.
It is disagreeable to agree with the choice of fate,
As I am not contented with its firm settlement.

It is impermissible to permit the vision I notice in him,
As that leads me to the depth of endurance.
It is insufferable to suffer with the agony of love,
As it is nothing less than the feel of perdition.

-DIYA