THE ACTUALITY OF FELLOWSHIP

When I turn back to the sphere I existed in,

I acquaint my existence of being part of the present.

When I feel the manifestation of my dear ones,

I suspect the endearment for how long it will last.

When I look upon the achieving sense of humans,

I realize my achievements haven't even risen to be seen.

When I dare to accept the perceptions of the society,

I discern my acceptance doesn't signify to the crowd.

When I presume to subsist with the deficient universe,

I perceive my presumption is not of any worth.

When I corroborate the mentalities of fine souls,

I miss corroboration in the resolutions I opt.  

When I am willing to superintend with the destined life,

I still believe my destination can be chosen by me.

When I console myself for the efficacy in the world,

I realize my consolation speaks nothing for me. 

-DIYA